Dead Inside

from Desolate Pop by Yacob

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sorry i cant do anything today
im dead inside

im sorry i cant adequately repair your feelings
im feeling dead inside

the cells in my insides have navigated them countless times
been chopped into tiny pieces
fed to each other and gorged themselves to death
and now im dead inside

im sorry i cant go out tonight
my interior field of lillies has been razed and scorched like iwo jima
and now im dead inside

everything i cared about has ceased to exist
or is barely doing so
and im dead inside

i am turning to drugs as an escape from
rather than confronting my feelings
and this is resulting in my being dead inside

i need to find a useful purpose for this hollow shell
like strapping on explosives and walking into a flock of riot cops
because im already dead inside

any sort of prose or poetry written by me
will endlessly be about death or bodily injury
on account of being dead inside

jacob's closed for being dead inside
until further notice
dead inside

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from Desolate Pop, released February 24, 2012

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Albacore Records Oakland, California

Albacore Records was started in Mobile, AL in 2001 by Yacob as a means of releasing small runs of musical projects, usually in cd-r or tape form. Now in Oakland, CA. This website will be used to document the most recent creative outpourings of these various projects. Releases by KLACTOVEEDSEDSTENE, THE SACK EM UPS, TFFW'z, JIBBER AND TWITCH, YACOB, and SISSY FISTS. Yacob also sings in OVER. ... more

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